Frustrated

Feel like crying this morning when i was learning driving.

This is the first time that i feel like tat.
And i noe there is tears in my eyes but it didnt trickle down my cheek.

I wonder why i cant do well in 爬山 again and again.
Everytime got problems.
Sometimes, even with the help of uncle but i still stuck there.

I wonder if i am having my exam then what will happen.
If fail, need to retake the exam.
A way that waste money.

Today, cant put the hand brake down.
Hand brake = my problem
I duno wat's going on with me since everytime i can put it down easily.
SHIT!!

Feel like crying but i know i cant.
Frustrated.

If you can see me that time, u will laugh for my foolish..


But, i will try my best, for sure.
And, i wont give up so easily.

God bless me.

NeW piCs

New pics taken on 26 Mar 2010 before we go lim teh.

Congratz to ahmin coz she already passed her driving exam.
=)

Next week is our turn to take the exam.
Hope everything fine and smooth.

Result of polytechnic gonna come out soon.
Who noes abt  when is the result of Matrikulasi coming out??

Really dunno how.


The MSN prob really drives me mad soon.
=(
Cant see other's reply oftenly.

S****!

Weekend is coming but i duno how to spend my weekend's time.

I am going to rebond my hair soon.  <3

25 Mar 2010

Today everything fine. =)

Let's countdown..

4 days left.
Then i wont see those adorable yet naugty kids.
Resign edy.
Still need to work till the end of March.

Hahas.

See, tat's a cute stuff i bought from CS.
Eraser but it's really special and cute.
Only in 1 minutes, they took away all of those eraser.
Hahas.
Ask me to buy again somemore. @.@
Greedy!!
Hahahaha~~

But, i felt kinda sad because i ask them:

Will u missing me when i am not around?

The boy answer:

No.


SWT! =.=
Aikzz.
The reason may be i always beat them, scold them and even pinch them.
Hahas.

Told them that i am going to leave the kindergarten then i wont come back again.
They keep asking why why why.
Answered i gonna go study like you all then they asked where and why..

Hehe.
They will start missing me after i resign de. LOLS.

Today, a boy who is from my class celebrate his birthday in classroom.
Then, his mother come and helped him to take pics.
She said his son always mention there is a pretty teacher, who have curly hair at his class.
Sometimes, if the teacher didnt come to school. Then he will tell his mum tat the teacher didnt come today and bla bla bla after school.

* I am not showing off anything bt i just touched.
Coz i always scold the boy, y so talkative...
and
Cant u keep quiet even just 1 minutes......  =(


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Driving lessons-on recently and i keep trying to improve my driving skills.
But, i still cant do well in 爬山..
Aikzzz..so i am not confident enough to take the exam.


其, 加油啊明天~~ ^^

Majlis Penyampaian Anugerah

今天回学校出席Majlis Penyampaian Anugerah..
穿上以前穿的校服、白鞋
好像在假扮学生
哈哈

大家都在pondok集合
然后我们就开始把头发喷黑
没有黑是不能上台的
结果啊我们还是被抓
因为不够黑
啊不过最后还是可以上台去
有一点开心
可是又有一点难过
谁叫头发硬成那个样子
可能龙卷风狂吹都不会乱 =.=

我和凯欣 =)

我们穿成那样很像哈利波特里面的人物
每个要去魔法学院拿钱
校长他们也是
呵呵~

今天的头发就是这个样子的
够黑了
很硬

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请假一天
不知道会不会被扣薪水

开学了
再过个几天就要辞职了
啦啦啦~~

很可爱的胖子
哈哈哈
看他笑成那个样子
可我每天打他骂他
>.<

Friends outing

Outing with friends.
We went sing K.
Haha.
Cam-whore wif friends.

Hope we can still go out more oftenly.
=)

Tomoro is going to work again..@@
Frankly,  i miss my kids. Hahas.

End

I found out i cant do it well.
Followed what you want but actually i cant really accept it.


It's time to cut off.

Cut off
Cut off
Cut off

It's hard.
Bt i am willing to try.
And i think i can overcome it.
Bless me if you support me.  = p


Sooner.


Giving up and leave.

别再为他流泪

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了
心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧 一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉



每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你 那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧 一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧 一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁

不屑

Speechless.


真的很受不了像你这种人
恶心到极点

也对
你从来就不知道自己有错

不管在什么事情上
都一样

太自我
不管别人怎么说
都不会醒

我跟你不算是深交
也不了解你
(拜托, 我宁愿撞墙死)
你的为人
认识的人久了就会清楚


说过了
要骂别人之前
先照一下镜子吧你
想想以前你怎样对待自己的朋友
利用人
也背叛人
说过什么不道德的话
扭曲事实
不用等别人来说
才否认
恭喜!
你做作的伎俩再一次升华到另一种境界


有男朋友就了不起啊

垃圾!

拜托
看来看去
他也不是什么好东西
羡慕?!
Bullshit!!!
不要以为全世界只有你有男朋友
物以类聚, 人以群分
会跟你在一起的人
说不定只是跟你臭味相投
才会这么轻易的擦出火花
每每只是昙花一现
到头来又要装可怜
说自己怎样被伤害

恶心死``


这种桥段用久了
观众也会闷的

不要把自己写到那么伟大
你不配

不要把自己写到那么可怜
你沾不上边

不要把自己形容得那么清高
你没资格


路遥知马力, 日久见人心


再也找不到任何适合你的形容词


垃圾!

Down*

Having bad mood now.

Really sad.


I was sad because there is a ppl who nt really understand me.
Always like that.


SKIP~


Am i a person who is  really annoying?
I think so.
Keep finding troubles to others.


SKIP~



If u ever come to my blog.
I hope u will see this.


I was so regret for what i did b4 everytime i saw u again.
For what i've told you be4, that's all the truth.



Now, we are different.

SPM bye bye

紧张了这么久
这一天终于到来

去到学校
老师不让我们进去拿成绩
因为有染头发
因为穿牛仔裤

WTH~~shit!!!!!!!

气死了!!!

等很久

结果我的成绩不是我自己拿的
是秋怡帮我拿的

hmmmmmm...

9A 2B


满意了
其实也没有抱太大的希望
只是在意妈妈会不会失望

打电话给小姨
她说, 够了啦..

很意外...

她以为我只可以拿六个A..

=.=

akaun竟然 A
Bio
Phy

B




有时候真正在意的其实并不是自己的成绩

A quite-long post

[ Irritating ]

Hey pls..

Dun keep acting in front of guys la~~Shit!!

Disgusting really..

Acting like you were so innocent and always acting like you are the most pity person in this world.

Noble? No lur.. >.<

You should think what u did to others before, and befire you blame others or scold others.

Pls look at yourself 1st before you point your finger towards ppl.

Words cant explain everything.

And of course, words cant reflect one's real personality.

The world is true but the words may not be truth.

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Went for driving lessons on last saturday and sunday.

I wonder why everytime i wear the shirt of Wu Zhi Lian. Swt.

After two driving lessons, feel happy because, so far i didnt make any big problems.

I was not so nervous as i thought before. Lols.

It's interesting and fun anyway.

Just hope uncle can fast fast call me for next lesson.

Dun like the feeling of waiting.

Really dun like.

Guess who is he???

My cute little godson. Hahas.

No la.

He is the boy that i pinched him until he cried.

Mentioned him before in the last post.

@@

He looked so funny yet cute.

Funny is because his hairstyle. Hahahas.

>.<

Bought a bag from Sin Lei last nite.

Lols.

It has been a long time that i have a new bag.

Kekez.

Love it much.

Guilty

昨天
我做了一件很不好的事
呵呵

就去托儿所的时候
有一个小朋友
男的
不听话到要死
喊他十次, 十次都没有反应
结果
我真的是被他气到
就捏他的脸
很出力下
很凶的叫他回位
我捏了三次他第三次才乖乖回座位
看他的表情好像真的很痛
然后
我一转身
就听到后面有人在啜泣
My God!
他哭了~~~

我那时有一点紧张的其实
就跑过去问他为什么哭but其实我是知道的 xD
他就一直哭
我说,

下次要不要乖乖?
要

下次还要不要跑来跑去?
不要

下次要不要听老师的话?
要

ok, 老师 sayang你蛤~

=.=


这是我很疼的一个小朋友

觉得我很坏
觉得很内疚
第一次弄小朋友哭
他们一定觉得我是去虐待他们的
呵呵
可是他们真的讲不听, 很坏。
pek cek 到另一种境界啊~~

那男的最后还是跟我很好
我一度以为他会报复我
xD

被害妄想症*

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今天要学车喽
一直等 等 等
uncle竟然没有我的号码
还跟我聊到他哥哥
啊就是我以前的邻居

=.=


成绩也要出了
烦 *


希望一切都会过去
有句话说, 是非成败转头空



我觉得,
只是当下的心情无法言喻

I can sense about it

I found out that i so sensitive about something or someone.
I am like this.
This is just me.

You,


That's the only truth.


And,


Kill me with the truth.

2 Mar 2010

Getting no mood recently to work. Hahas.
Always pek cek those cuties. Lols.
Poor things.

Got the salary for Feb today.
Many holidays in Feb but the salary is much more than Jan. Weird right? But it's pretty good anyway.
Next month..600???
@.@.


No entertainment these few days.

Just online.
Online is a necessary, for me. xD
Aikz..cant go out so frequently than before edy.
= (

Waiting for you  ♥



Happy birthday to Shu Fang ♥

Days

Went seaside on Saturday with my cousin and my sis.
Saw my class student but he ran away when i called him
=.=
Am i too strict to him?
Lols.
I wanna beat him 9 9 liao..Hahas.

Btw, where is my salary for Feb??? @.@

Spm result is going to come out on Thursday next week.
Feel so nervous and even scare.
Got a bad feeling that foreboded my poor result.

=.=
I scare, really.
Cannot really relax myself before the result come out.

Hope everything will be fine.

PEACE.