sigh

我好喜欢你!

♥





就你傻傻还不懂.

Newww

http://fish-inwonderland.blogspot.com/


My new blog there.


Visit me now..=p

Happy Sunday

I went JB together with my cousins them yesterday.

Happy when we went to find Hai Ling aka Iceca at Taman Setia Indah.
Lols.
Long time didnt see each other since few years ago.
=)

She is not longer the little girl before.
=)

Take many pics there.

♥


Hope we can meet again one day.

let's enjoy!

I think i will change my blog soon.

Hee..

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Ohhhhh yeahhhhhh~~
Finally..
It's holiday!!!!

♥

3 June

Bored.
Actually i have many things to do.
Maths exercises and PA exercises.
Just want to forget about homeworks for awhile. =p
Ohhhh..holidays edy...
But still have to go tuition on every Saturday. =(

I wanna have an awesome holiday!!

Today, the public speaker during assembly was too funny lur..
" When i was alive, ........."
Lols.
His pronunciation and together with his exaggerated expressions make all of us laughed..
Kawaiiso~ XD

Hehehe~~
Feel so wu liao then i started to delete ppl in my FB friendlist just now..=p


Oh my friends, i am friendly actually. xD
Lols..

pissed

I hate you.
Dislike u.

Really.


Why you never try to know my feeling...
It's really pissed me off.



[ H.A.T.E ]

What the hell.

2 June

It's June.
School holiday is coming soon. Oh yeahhhhh!!

Gonna mad because of maths.. =(


Sleepy sleepyzzz.....

End of May

Omg..i feel it has been a long long time that i didnt on9 but actually it's just 1 day i live without access to internet.
Lols.

My lovely weekend end up with nothing.
Too bad  =(
An unproductive weekend.
I thought i can spend some time on study but in the end i didnt do that even just take a look at the books.
Arghhhhh~~~!!
I am lazy anyway. ==
Last Saturday went for tuition at Omega.
It is very tiring man ><
3 hours break but we duno how to kill the time.
And,
actually i am not really understand about what the chemistry teacher was teaching..Swt.
Need longer time to think and answer the questions..
Is that because of i was not enuf concentrate during the lesson is going on?
I duno why anyway..
But i quite enjoy the Chemistry classes at school. =p

Stomachache after tuition.
Then rushed back to Pontian.

I hate Saturday from now onwards.
zzz

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Why i always behave like that infront of u?
Omg..
Sry la..My fault my fault..

No quarrel anymore.



PEACE.

意外

我也不知道自己可以坚持多久

看到我这样
你开心吗?

24 May

Nobody get Matrik..
Unbelieveable..

After school, got tons of homeworks need to do.

Mathematics
Pengajian Am
Chemistry
Muet

Swt..
Anyway, just like what Puan Woo has told us, must keep working very very hard from the beginning till STPM officially end.

Let's buck up.

I am going to ponteng.
xD

=)

两天的假日结束了
一想到明天又要上学心情就不好
看到数学心跳会加速
整个很紧张
不知道这是哪门子的病

=(

不是我不喜欢上课读书
其实原因有很多

想到就心烦

没有怨天尤人
hmmmm..以前有啦  =p
现在, 因为我知道自己要的是什么
自己得不到的有什么
之前就说过了
很多事不是自己能选择的

不说这个了...
明天 Matrik结果出来了...祝各位有appeal 的好运丫~~


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我怀念我们一起读书的日子
真的
不同班没关系
但是可以一起温习做练习
还有一个很厉害的秋怡可以帮忙
呵呵

如果问我有没有后悔没有选择和你们去新加坡
其实是没有

只是以前的日子真的让人很想念

现在我真的不想去学校啊每天~~


T^T




在人群里我只感受到孤单

Friday

Friday is a happy day.

Happy but i got no feeling actually.
Feel tired everyday.
Feel like sleeping.
Aikzzz..Need to do Maths again..
Lols.
Last exercise got many question that i cant answer.
=(
Didnt do well in the test last time too..
63% only wor..
The question is quite easy but i just forgot all those thing.
ZZZ

* Should we go for the Chemistry tuition class tomoro at Omega?
LOL.
Havent decide yet.

Hmmmm..
The great thing happened today is, i took my rabbit back edy!!
But, why it become dirty?
Swt.
Cant bring to school again.



Well, my life is dull enough.

**************************************************************************************

Can you pls dun keep changing?
Speechless when i listened different thing come out from your mouth everytime.

It's the time for you to make up your mind.

You may think you are joking but that's not funny at all.
Or maybe i am still not a very humour person yet.


***************************************************************************************


后来 我总算学会了如何去爱可惜你 早已远去消失在人海

20 May

我觉得呢
我们班真的是太过安静了
跟以前比起来
真的安静的太多了
静到可能连针掉在地上都听得见声音呢

今天啊
上Poh Thai 的课的时候, Poh Thai 跟我们讲话
没有人应他
==
结果他就很尴尬的在前面偷笑~~
很好笑啊那个画面
@@

早上
SPOT CHECK
本来好好的没有被抓
后来
突然有人跑来摸我的脚
叫我站出去
因为 baju kurung 的上衣太短
==
以前也是穿这个size的衣服啊干嘛又不抓
还给saman罚一人五毛钱
很夸张~~~
连我的兔子也要没收!!!!!!!
吊饰而已~~
T^T
难过...

还我兔子吧~~~
=)


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昨天跟老大去游泳
我不会游可是老大会

我们不认得路走了一阵子才到

很好玩
可是下大雨

打雷又闪电
= (
本来已经走回去了的
可是我发现我忘记穿鞋子
留在泳池旁边的pondok
==
老大很讲义气的跑回去帮我拿
雨很大呢
老大, 感谢您 =)

Haha..

下次再一起去吧
=)

我妹妹做的帽子
很可爱

PEACE  ♥

19 May

Weewee~~ =p
2nd week of our new form 6 life..
Everything still fine..

Monday we celebrated teacher's day..
Hmmmm..nothing special so.. SKIP.

Lols.

Then Tuesday..
We had a test in our class.
UJIAN KELAYAKAN
Got two paper- Paper 1 and Paper 2.
Both paper consist of Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Additional Maths, Form 4 and Form 5
Aikzzzz..
Shit...
I didnt do revision at all..
And i think most of us are same with me. =P
Cant answer all the question well..
Especially Add maths and Phy...=(
Just simply write a answer that i could really remember.
Haiz..
But, it was considered as nt important test so..just let it be..

Today..
Our first period--Maths.
Poh Thai teached us numbers and sets..
It looks quite easy so far
but, we were not really understand about the solution of a question..
Tried to ask him but he misunderstood..
He thought we were telling him the time is over..Swt..
Then, he just said, we'll continue in next class.
Arghhh~really tak faham..@@

QiaoYi, if u are in the class then maybe you will know and explain to us..
Lols.
I and Pei Jia miss you so much..hahas.

Intended to go for swimming today becoz the weather of today is nice.. ♥

But we cancelled due to some reason..
Next time we must go together friends~~
=)


Ah Min, cheer up~
We will have many chance to talk, to gossip, to joke, to play just like before de..
We are good good friends always..hahas..
Hope four of us can go play together during school holidays ya..
dun forget our KL trip..♥
I face the same problem with you..
nt enough sleep..although i sleep for 7 or 8 hours per day..
==



Miss both of you~♥
Hope both of you can do well in all your quiz and test!

Buck up friends~~
= )

改变

习惯把心情写在脸上
是不好的习惯

有时
别人或许会误解
有时
也会引起不必要的误会

很多时候
不想笑的时候
就不会笑
因为觉得笑不出
也没有必要勉强自己笑
那种勉强的笑
对我来说是很假的

在经历某一段emo的日子后
我就不常像以前一样
因为以前的我
一笑就不会停
笑点低到另一种境界

我自认不是个开心的人
也觉得在不认识的人面前我会显得很骄傲、很难亲近
可能是我天生不够乐观
又也许是我天生不够开朗
也也许是因为我的自卑
之后的日子, 只有在碰到特别开心或特别好笑的事才会哈哈大笑

我知道把心情写在脸上
会影响到身边的人
这也许就是我应该学习改掉的时候


如果以前
有什么做不对, 做不好的地方

对不起了


大家



谢谢好朋友们, 家人
容忍我的坏脾气

weekend ♥

Finally, it's Friday!  = )

Orientation Week for lower six is officially ended.
Today we had the pembahagian kelas session.
Unfortunately at first, i was not the same class with Jia Yun and Pei Jia them..
There got two classes for Bio--Cempaka and Cemara.
I was in Cempaka at first.
Then, we heard that we can change our class by finding another 1 ppl from the class u wanna chang to, who wants to change the class with you..

But, we faced many problems coz teacher scared that many ppl want to change.

So, we searched for Pn. Woo's help.

Then finally i can chg my class from cempaka to Cemara.

LOLS.

I must say THANK YOU VERY MUCH to Puan Woo!!!

She helped me lotssssss~~

Thanks Pn. Woo.. =)

Cemara is GOOD!

Good classmates and friends.

Good teachers.

Good environment.

Lols.

♥

Cemara Rocks!!!!

Let's work hard together~~

♥


Today weather is hot. So, it is nt suitable for me to go Kukup for swimming la Pei Jia.
T^T


Hope to see my dear friends Lee Min and Qiao Yi soon!


=)



Peace.

13 May ♥

Thursday edy..
Tired tired tired~~~
Feel like sleeping every schooling day..LOLS.
Today, we coloured the kain rentang together with our group members.
Quite fun and interesting.
= )

Tomoro will have the pembahagian kelas..
Hope we will be in the same class all together ya friends!  ♥

Borrowed Biology reference book from library..
It's the study time!!

But, Biology is pretty complicated..

I will try my best to prepare 1st before every lesson starts for each subject i take.
And try my best to improve my English  as some of us are going to take MUET exam this year.

Must work very hard~  ♥

Tiring

Second day..same with yesterday..TIRED.

Morning, we ( Shu Fang and me) were late then kena tahan by Yat.
But she said that she didnt angry so didnt punish us. Hahas.
Then we stayed in school hall again.
Listening to the talk given by our school teacher.
Teached us to sing our school song.. LOL.
Anyway, we were just playing all the time..wif sin lei siao za bo..hahas.
=)
She changed my small ribbon to a very big ribbon..
Then, a Malay girl said the big ribbon on hair make us look like mickey mouse.
Miza said cannot use big ribbon..must use small ribbon..lols.

After recess time, Pei Jia, Jia Yun and me went to see Cikgu Junaidah at bilik kaunselling..
Actually our motive is to ponteng..
We even sleep there while we were waiting for teacher..
It is kinda boring when we were in the school hall.
At bilik kaunselling, a malay boy there shared his experience at Matrikulasi last year.
We just listened and then we being called back to school hall.

Activity started after we have our own group.
Only 4 chinese in my group.
Jing Yi, Yong Qiang, Horn Kang and me and our leader,whose name is lyiana..
We just introduced ourself to each other.
Then, the most meaningless activity started.
" Lawatan ke sekitar SMK Dato' Penggawa Barat "

Lols.

The weather is hot.
And we keep walking around. Just simply walking around ok*
Everyone was like very pek cek ar..coz it was really hot.
Then, we all grumbled and told leader that, " Eh, cukup lah, cepat balik lah. Panas tau?!"
Hahas.
Everyone just ignored the leader and went back to the school hall.


Don feel like wan to go school everyday..Sobzzz..
Doing nothing but tired.
Tomoro Miza is going to talk about disiplin..
Arghhhh~~scare that she will cut our hair...
Hope she wont do anything bad to us..@@



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Boys are like that to me.
So ah min, cheer up..  =)

1st day of Form 6

Today, 10 May 2010, our 1st day at Smk Dato Penggawa Barat, Tingkatan Enam Bawahan.
Orientation week begin from today till Friday.

Morning, Shu Fang, Xiao Chween and me reached the school at the same time..
Then we saw Hamiza walking towards the gate..
Oh shit!
She still remember me!!
Sigh*
" Say Li? Ya, Say Li, you need to darken your hair."
" Teacher, i already darken my hair few weeks ago."
" But u still need to darken again, k?"
"Ok."
" Alright."

~.~

I was so nervous when talking to her actually.
I just scared that she will cut my hair directly or disallow me to enter the school.
But luckily, she didnt.

Then, in the school hall...
It was like when we all already finished our PMR exam..
Coz not many student stay in the hall..
All walking around, chit chatting and doing nothing in the hall.
The teachers there same with us..chatting and doing nothing, asked us to wait for taklimat but it was like wasting our time..really.
We keep waiting but the taklimat still havent start. =.=

Then we were chatting most of the time even when teacher was giving taklimat.
LOL.

Then, after school, i went jiayun's house.
Then went her cousin's house to take the Form 6 uniform.
I saw my primary school teacher who doted me much and teached me many things till i get full As.
But i think she cant recognize me edy..lols.
After that we went to buy cloth and i think the cloth i bought is wrong. =(

Next station--Qiao Yi's house.
Searched for Qiao Yi's mum help to darken our hair.
It's really black in colour.
Cannot darken anymore ok? Cikgu Miza~~~~

Tomorrow, same with before.
7.05pm must reach tapak perhimpunan.
But this year lower 6 gather at dataran munsyi..
Cant late. So need to wake up early in the morning again.
Quite tiring coz i used to sleep at midnight, wake up everyday at 9.30am.
Torturing~~


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Do not regret once you made the decision.

9 May

New life start tomorrow onward.
Form 6, here we come!

LOL.

Tomorrow start the orientation week.
Pei Jia said that, go on Monday then enough.
1st week then start to ponteng. Hahas.
Yea, i think so.

=p

Cut my fringe and it become shorter now.
Gud. xD


Gathering wif best friends just now.
=)
And we plan to go KL when holiday, in June .

Yeah! Look forward to our trip..

=)

****************************************************************************


Happy Mother's day!

乱乱写

朋友说我看起来很憔悴
= (
这应该是要生病的前兆

只是觉得特别的累

要开学了呢
可是什么东西都还没有准备  =p
唯一准备到的是笔袋
hiak hiak hiak~
里面空空的什么都没有
真糟糕  = (

等等一定要去买了

以前,
读书的时候很想赶快放长假
现在,
假期太长了又突然很想念读书的日子

真的很矛盾

我会努力的*
= )

*****************************************************************************

不写了
网速很慢

>.<

what's the feeling

Moody moody..

(^.^)

I just feel boring actually.

Ah moi asked me whether i buy school uniform edy or nt just now..
and wat time we should go to the school on Monday..
Havent prepare anything yet..
5 more days then nid to go school again..

* heave a  big big sigh..

I dun wanna go back to that horror school again pls.
I dun wanna see 'crocodile' again pls.
She only knows how to cut our hair.
Really dun wan. =(
Hate it.

Hope can get Matriks..at least it is much more better than the school here.

Ms. Jermaine Lim, 5 5 jio me go out la~
lols..

Ah Min and Qiao Yi, hope to see both of you on Friday~~

(^.^)

********************************************************************************


我想买一顶假发
hahahahas~~

I am crazy.

♥

3 May 2010

Well, my straight hair is back now!!
LOL.
Quite happy coz it is easier to handle.
And it is smoother now. Hee..

Tat gor gor very humour and funny lur..hahas.
Said that jia yun and me kena 脏东西..
hahas.
Really lur..
Very dirty..@@
Lots of funny stuffs there..happy =)
I didnt laugh so loudly for such a long time..
Anyway, today is a happy day..♥
My aunt said i look better with curly hair.
Just look more childish with straight hair? Lols.
I like my hair anyway.
But still very long like before..

Headache now~Arghhh!
=(

My aunt came back from Taiwan edy..
So envy because can go for a trip, can go overseas!!!
She bought some present for us.

My aunt bought me mask and key chain.
Nice! =)

铁蛋

I love marshmallow recently*

♥

See, my name is on the wrapper. Lols.
I am 雪莉..hahahas.
=)

Last time

多少次了
我以爲可以不用再像以前那樣

結果...
也許我真的習慣了

所以這一次再也不會有任何感覺

只是有一點累

聼著那些我不想聼的話

說著那些我不想理的人

希望從此以後, 我的世界不會再有這些。

*****************************************************************************

我不喜歡你。
你的個性。

你也不是什麽好東西。

充实

28/4/2010

这一天我的表哥注册结婚

幸福 ♥

在那里看到了美美的天后宫
因为婚姻注册所就在隔壁

表哥和我
花是给大嫂的 =p

那里有很多地方可以拍出美美的照片
有一个很像山洞的地方
里面有很多元宝在墙壁上
经过的人都会去摸摸那些元宝
财源滚滚来
我也去摸
摸出出力 @@

这天拍的照片在 Facebook了
懒惰再 upload 多一次
=p

love this ♥

下午去香格里拉吃午餐
很饿很饿
又有很多菜
就不小心吃了很多很多
结果最后吃到瘫痪
T^T
走不动
肚子太重..hahaha

这两天都在吃
脸又变圆了一点
lol
只会变胖, 不会长高
T.T

************************************************************

很累啊最近
睡眠好像不足

四月结束了
五月开始了
很快就不会再有无所事事的日子了

PEACE ♥

hypocrite

Blogging at my cousin's house now..

Last nite received a call..
Speechless after listened all u told me in the conversation..
Swt~

***************

You are really best actress.
Again, acting like you are pity in front of ppl.
And finally you had well described yourself by using an appropriate b-adjective.
For us, you are really like that.
Nothing else.

Feel sad to you.


P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C



 Dun show off ur hypocrisy pls.*

New me

Boring life comes to an end i think.

Last night went out with lao da..Lols.
We had oyster omelette at 老巴刹..
It really tastes good.
Lao da's parking skill was so pro ar~~hahaha~~
Too bad i didnt take pic..@@
Then we went fun fair.
No ticket needed.
Not fun at all so we didnt play.
But the mini roller coaster look so cute.
One round only.
And i keep laughing without any reason.


Tomoro is going to attend my cousin's marriage registration ceremony.
=)

27 April 2010

Had a big big cry last night.*
You said, you are still with me.
But, i cant feel it.


我们之间, 只是距离。
因为, 你不是真的了解我。


算了, 我再也不会去在乎。


很多事情不是我们可以选择的。
我们在做选择的时候, 最困难的, 不是我们想要什么, 而是我们要放弃什么。


I cant bear with loneliness, but i am trying to be alone.
I used to be pessimistic, but i am learning how to be optimistic.

♥

Went shopping wif friends just now. Lols.
Shopping at Pontian..it sounds a little bit funny. Hehe.
And i saw one of my student be4~
Omg..
Really happy to see anyone of them since i had resigned 3 weeks ago.
And i know that he still know me.  = )

That Billion malay aunty u better watch out!!!
Annoying~
Maybe i should throw my bag straightly at ur face.

Aikzz..
Sorry my friends..
I am having a little bit bad mood today but i still happy coz we can go out together just like before.
Appreciate the time when we are together.
= )

Hmmmm..
Both of u must +u ya~~
Although we cant study together, cant meet everyday.. but i hope that our friendship will not change.

True friend is hard to find.

24 Apr 2010

There seems to be some problem with my blogger.

Connection always interrupt when i try to log in.
It's really annoying.  = (

A beautiful Saturday today is.
Hanging out later with friends..


Hope i can have a wonderful weekend without slacking.

= )

Dato + Omega

We went to Dato just now because of the rayuan for Matrikulasi..
Keep waiting for Razi in the office..
It's quite tiring to wait for someone..
After 25 minutes then he just come..Swt.
And, he told us that everyone who come to school and search for the principal or teacher's help need to buy a pen which cost RM3.
The pen is authentically product of Smk Dato' Penggawa Barat..
LOLS.
He asked us to buy it. But, we told him we left our wallet in car. ( That was not a lie, we didnt bring wallet, really.)
Then, he asked us to go and take our wallet 1st! Swt..=.=
In the end we still didnt buy coz we told him that we will back again for Form 6. Lol.
Ridiculous request lah.
Btw we saw Norani. Hahas.
She still like to tease me, said that i still like before, kecil kecil. =.=

I took the photograph which taken on the day of Anugerah.
I look weird in the photo anyway..
Feel like throwing into dustbin.

* Ah min, i helped u to take the photo edy..

Then we went Omega Tuition Centre for registration.
We took Pengajian Am class 1st. Fri-4.45pm.
The class is going to start in May.
Well, the tuition centre is like a school.
There is full of rules and regulations in order to enforce dicipline.




♥ I like my black hair.♥

Black hair is back

My black hair is back!!
LOL.

Kinda sad to say goodbye to my blonde hair.  =(
Tomorrow we are going to register for tuition class at Omega.
They say ppl with blonde hair cant go in.
So i went to find Qiaoyi's mum..
Arghhh~!

Very very black now~~

Halcyon days

每天重复的过着无聊的日子
这种日子到底什么时候才会结束呢?

庆幸的是
最近没有失眠了
只是会睡了醒, 醒了又睡
一整个晚上就这样
开始觉得生活没有意义
好像活着, 也只是在跟别人抢空气
T^T

之前不应该那么快就辞职的
如果没有, 至少现在我还在幼稚园里跟那些可爱的小朋友们混在一起
教他们写更多字、陪他们玩多一点
呵呵~
至少我的生活不会像现在这样
一点意义也没有
那些小鬼现在一定还在写功课写不完
不然就是在唱歌听故事
Gervier不知道还有没有一直上厕所, 我一定会故意作弄他的如果我还在
宏宏不知道还有没有不听话, 我一定会打他骂他的如果我还在
彦祎不知道写功课的速度变快了没, 我一定会捏他耳朵的如果我还在
阿凯不知道怎样了, 我一定也会作弄他的如果我还在
哈哈~
在家没事做的时候就会想这些
虽然很无谓, 毕竟还是离开了, 可是心里还是会有一点点开心。

然后呢, 就在想自己未来怎么办
应该剩中六了吧我想。
T^T
我以前发过誓说绝对不回去的。
呵~
奈何天不从人愿, 最后我还是要回去。
反正在那里的五年都这样过去了, 再过个一年半应该也没什么差别。
只好这样说服自己。




PEACE.

15 April 2010

昨晚又失眠了, 唉~不懂要失眠到什么时候呢~~  = (

今天跟好朋友们约好了下新山, 所以早早就起来了。
老大应该是知道我们其、他、人会迟到所以先跑去学车了, 哈哈。
我们还真的迟到了二十多分钟。=.=
如果老大在那里等, 我觉得她会送我们一人一拳..哈哈哈…
然后就搭巴士..坐到快睡着了..很晕..每次的  = (

到CS后买戏票就直接去唱歌…
又是25号房~进去后有一种熟悉的感觉。
今天唱超久的…可能因为没什么人所以我们唱超过了时间大概有45分钟..
唱到累了都没有人肯来跟我们收钱, 那时我们快疯了..呵~

然后就到处走走逛逛..
老大要买衣就陪她去看..
结果我们遇见了一个T ( TB), 她很帅啊真的。
刚开始还以为是个男的, 跟我们老大好像很熟的样子, 其实是不认识的..哈哈..害我在那边瞎以为…
然后我们就这样聊了起来..
老大, 你找到知音人了!!
同是天涯沦落人啊~~  @.@
帅呆了~~

啊…啊…啊..
看电影~看电影~
< CLASH OF TITANS >
然后啊进电影院的时候我们超丢脸的..因为我们迟到 + 找不到座位..=.=
就出去拖了个管理人帮我们找..
啊结果呢不是我们找不到, 是因为有人坐在我们的位~
丢脸死.. @.@

过后呢, 老大选择抛弃我们, 要跑去新加坡玩~~
所以, 我们三个人都没有带bag..
天啊~老大就这样把我们寄放她bag里面的东西还给我们然后跑去新加坡…T^T
后来我们跑回刚才的店买衣服..买了衣服就有袋子了啊, 就可以把东西丢进去.. =p
那个帅帅的TB( 她叫少少 ) 说如果我们买两件就跳 Sorry Sorry给我们看!

结果我就说要一起拍照, 她就这样说ok..哈~
啊秋怡买了两件..
那个少少啊就马上拿了墨镜戴了我们就开始在那里拍拍拍..
吓傻了我, 豪爽啊她动作又那么快。
还把自己关在试衣间拍, 送了我们两张照片。哈哈哈~~
我们竟然仰慕她到那种地步~哈哈~
她帅啊~~真的…..

很帅的少少

接着我跟阿敏跑去做了吊饰..
我的是吊饰她的是手链..几可爱..喜欢~

去吃了士林鸡排。
不错吃哦那个鸡排,很大一块, 吃不完。
拿鸡排的时候那个人叫我小妹。 =.=
我不小了..要18了..
人家只是天生矮了点有办法啊.. T^T

今天回去比较迟..那里下毛毛雨…
不懂什么原因, 塞车就对了~~
那个从CS回 Larkin的巴士啊..好像在坐过山车一样..
原本坐住可我们在同一时间跳了起来..还跳了几次  =.=
屁股很痛啊~~
笑死我们了~~ >.<
差点疯掉。

今天就这么玩了一天。




当我看到你传来的简讯, 心跳很快手在抖。
那不是开心是讶异。

我没有坏到会为了那种事而开心。
为什么我总觉得好像是我害的?

但是, 事实是, 你们之间, 没有信任。

你不觉得难过, 或许她也无所谓。

这不是爱。

113

Having bad mood today..

= (


Insomnia last night.
Wth!

Haiz..

Last night went Summer Town to have dinner with frens.
After that..nothing to do with then we just simply walked around.
Pontian really s****.


But, tomoro we are going to JB.

= )

学会放下

一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。

他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。

苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说: "这个世上没有什么事是放不下的, 痛了, 你自然就会放下。"

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
找寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．
现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不

在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的对你好了。。。
因为那时的我，已经将你放下。。。。
原来，放下一个人，最后是被对方逼出来的。。。

112

每一次
你回去了以后
心里就会觉得空空的

我不懂这样的情况经历了几次
也不懂这样的情况还要持续多久

曾经对自己说过的话
在那个时候
突然忘记了



I am lost.

Nice =)

SHE 发新专辑喽

《SHERO》

少了一个人- SHE


朋友聚会吵闹的快乐
在她们离开以后变稀薄
走路回家 回像山洞的窝
突然渴望有人 能来接我

泡着热水在浴室赖着
思念却也被滚烫冒烟了
最后的简讯 看到能背了
多久没有再联络 一想还是痛

少了一个人宠爱我
朋友的爱 成分就是不同
最难过 是笑着面对背被羡慕自由
练很久的成熟 也快遮掩不住寂寞

妈妈在电话里挂念我
上次欲言又止她还记得
喜欢装没事 其实最累了
但我清楚很多事 哭了也没用

少了一个人拥抱我
那种拥抱 能够忘了所有
两个人 就算下雪后赤脚逆着风
也不觉得冰冻 还笑着比阳光炽热

少了一个人懂得我
能够体会 我倔强又脆弱
不记仇 温柔原谅我情绪太波动
用泪光舍不得 融化我累积的寂寞

很固执 无条件爱我从来没变过

在大吵的时候 会抱着我沉默不动

Happy

Finally i passed my car test today and i can get my P-License!!!

Last time failed in climbing..
Well, retake the test and luckily, i passed!!
Hahaha

I was so happy as u all can see on my face.
A big big smile. =)

Have been under a lots of strain lately.
All about studies.

Cant go NP with ahmin le.
Sry ya..

Well, i choose the way of stay here 1st and waiting for the result of Matriks.
If cant be enroll sucessfully, then i'll go for STPM or otherwise i will go Institute Perguruan.
LOLS.

Considering to become a teacher in the future.
It's weird for me anyway.
Lols.

************************************************************************************

I am going to cut my hair soon.
Shorten it, really.
Maybe will like this?
Lols.

最近比较忙

如标题所示
感觉上最近比较忙
呵呵

这星期每天学车
早上做工, 下午回家匆忙了一下子就出门
回到家很迟了

不过这只是前几天
因为我没做了
三个月就这样过去
昨天最后一天
拍了很多小孩子的照片
在 facebook  @@
很可爱的他们每个

希望你们会记得我啊
哈哈
在路上看到我会叫我老师
我会开心的
xD

*****************************************************************************

嗯...
成功被 NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC 录取了

Biomedical Enginnering (3 years-Diploma)

可是不懂可不可以去~

=(


明天考车了
压力

=(


祝福我吧!  ^^

Frustrated

Feel like crying this morning when i was learning driving.

This is the first time that i feel like tat.
And i noe there is tears in my eyes but it didnt trickle down my cheek.

I wonder why i cant do well in 爬山 again and again.
Everytime got problems.
Sometimes, even with the help of uncle but i still stuck there.

I wonder if i am having my exam then what will happen.
If fail, need to retake the exam.
A way that waste money.

Today, cant put the hand brake down.
Hand brake = my problem
I duno wat's going on with me since everytime i can put it down easily.
SHIT!!

Feel like crying but i know i cant.
Frustrated.

If you can see me that time, u will laugh for my foolish..


But, i will try my best, for sure.
And, i wont give up so easily.

God bless me.

NeW piCs

New pics taken on 26 Mar 2010 before we go lim teh.

Congratz to ahmin coz she already passed her driving exam.
=)

Next week is our turn to take the exam.
Hope everything fine and smooth.

Result of polytechnic gonna come out soon.
Who noes abt  when is the result of Matrikulasi coming out??

Really dunno how.


The MSN prob really drives me mad soon.
=(
Cant see other's reply oftenly.

S****!

Weekend is coming but i duno how to spend my weekend's time.

I am going to rebond my hair soon.  <3

25 Mar 2010

Today everything fine. =)

Let's countdown..

4 days left.
Then i wont see those adorable yet naugty kids.
Resign edy.
Still need to work till the end of March.

Hahas.

See, tat's a cute stuff i bought from CS.
Eraser but it's really special and cute.
Only in 1 minutes, they took away all of those eraser.
Hahas.
Ask me to buy again somemore. @.@
Greedy!!
Hahahaha~~

But, i felt kinda sad because i ask them:

Will u missing me when i am not around?

The boy answer:

No.


SWT! =.=
Aikzz.
The reason may be i always beat them, scold them and even pinch them.
Hahas.

Told them that i am going to leave the kindergarten then i wont come back again.
They keep asking why why why.
Answered i gonna go study like you all then they asked where and why..

Hehe.
They will start missing me after i resign de. LOLS.

Today, a boy who is from my class celebrate his birthday in classroom.
Then, his mother come and helped him to take pics.
She said his son always mention there is a pretty teacher, who have curly hair at his class.
Sometimes, if the teacher didnt come to school. Then he will tell his mum tat the teacher didnt come today and bla bla bla after school.

* I am not showing off anything bt i just touched.
Coz i always scold the boy, y so talkative...
and
Cant u keep quiet even just 1 minutes......  =(


************************************************************************************

Driving lessons-on recently and i keep trying to improve my driving skills.
But, i still cant do well in 爬山..
Aikzzz..so i am not confident enough to take the exam.


其, 加油啊明天~~ ^^

Majlis Penyampaian Anugerah

今天回学校出席Majlis Penyampaian Anugerah..
穿上以前穿的校服、白鞋
好像在假扮学生
哈哈

大家都在pondok集合
然后我们就开始把头发喷黑
没有黑是不能上台的
结果啊我们还是被抓
因为不够黑
啊不过最后还是可以上台去
有一点开心
可是又有一点难过
谁叫头发硬成那个样子
可能龙卷风狂吹都不会乱 =.=

我和凯欣 =)

我们穿成那样很像哈利波特里面的人物
每个要去魔法学院拿钱
校长他们也是
呵呵~

今天的头发就是这个样子的
够黑了
很硬

************************************************************************************

请假一天
不知道会不会被扣薪水

开学了
再过个几天就要辞职了
啦啦啦~~

很可爱的胖子
哈哈哈
看他笑成那个样子
可我每天打他骂他
>.<

Friends outing

Outing with friends.
We went sing K.
Haha.
Cam-whore wif friends.

Hope we can still go out more oftenly.
=)

Tomoro is going to work again..@@
Frankly,  i miss my kids. Hahas.

End

I found out i cant do it well.
Followed what you want but actually i cant really accept it.


It's time to cut off.

Cut off
Cut off
Cut off

It's hard.
Bt i am willing to try.
And i think i can overcome it.
Bless me if you support me.  = p


Sooner.


Giving up and leave.

别再为他流泪

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了
心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧 一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉



每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你 那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧 一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧 一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后管他是谁

不屑

Speechless.


真的很受不了像你这种人
恶心到极点

也对
你从来就不知道自己有错

不管在什么事情上
都一样

太自我
不管别人怎么说
都不会醒

我跟你不算是深交
也不了解你
(拜托, 我宁愿撞墙死)
你的为人
认识的人久了就会清楚


说过了
要骂别人之前
先照一下镜子吧你
想想以前你怎样对待自己的朋友
利用人
也背叛人
说过什么不道德的话
扭曲事实
不用等别人来说
才否认
恭喜!
你做作的伎俩再一次升华到另一种境界


有男朋友就了不起啊

垃圾!

拜托
看来看去
他也不是什么好东西
羡慕?!
Bullshit!!!
不要以为全世界只有你有男朋友
物以类聚, 人以群分
会跟你在一起的人
说不定只是跟你臭味相投
才会这么轻易的擦出火花
每每只是昙花一现
到头来又要装可怜
说自己怎样被伤害

恶心死``


这种桥段用久了
观众也会闷的

不要把自己写到那么伟大
你不配

不要把自己写到那么可怜
你沾不上边

不要把自己形容得那么清高
你没资格


路遥知马力, 日久见人心


再也找不到任何适合你的形容词


垃圾!

Down*

Having bad mood now.

Really sad.


I was sad because there is a ppl who nt really understand me.
Always like that.


SKIP~


Am i a person who is  really annoying?
I think so.
Keep finding troubles to others.


SKIP~



If u ever come to my blog.
I hope u will see this.


I was so regret for what i did b4 everytime i saw u again.
For what i've told you be4, that's all the truth.



Now, we are different.

SPM bye bye

紧张了这么久
这一天终于到来

去到学校
老师不让我们进去拿成绩
因为有染头发
因为穿牛仔裤

WTH~~shit!!!!!!!

气死了!!!

等很久

结果我的成绩不是我自己拿的
是秋怡帮我拿的

hmmmmmm...

9A 2B


满意了
其实也没有抱太大的希望
只是在意妈妈会不会失望

打电话给小姨
她说, 够了啦..

很意外...

她以为我只可以拿六个A..

=.=

akaun竟然 A
Bio
Phy

B




有时候真正在意的其实并不是自己的成绩

A quite-long post

[ Irritating ]

Hey pls..

Dun keep acting in front of guys la~~Shit!!

Disgusting really..

Acting like you were so innocent and always acting like you are the most pity person in this world.

Noble? No lur.. >.<

You should think what u did to others before, and befire you blame others or scold others.

Pls look at yourself 1st before you point your finger towards ppl.

Words cant explain everything.

And of course, words cant reflect one's real personality.

The world is true but the words may not be truth.

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Went for driving lessons on last saturday and sunday.

I wonder why everytime i wear the shirt of Wu Zhi Lian. Swt.

After two driving lessons, feel happy because, so far i didnt make any big problems.

I was not so nervous as i thought before. Lols.

It's interesting and fun anyway.

Just hope uncle can fast fast call me for next lesson.

Dun like the feeling of waiting.

Really dun like.

Guess who is he???

My cute little godson. Hahas.

No la.

He is the boy that i pinched him until he cried.

Mentioned him before in the last post.

@@

He looked so funny yet cute.

Funny is because his hairstyle. Hahahas.

>.<

Bought a bag from Sin Lei last nite.

Lols.

It has been a long time that i have a new bag.

Kekez.

Love it much.