Problem of mixpod

Hate arhhhh~~~mixpod really sucks!!
Cant even add a track to my playlist!
No sounds at all!!
Hoiyo~ xD
It's really annoying!!

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Just now the boss of xiao3 yi1 chu2 asked me go interview tomorrow.
And then just now i went there but he didnt at the shop. Swt.
Tomorrow no transport lar~~~
hoiyo~xD
Just now went for badminton. Lols.
Long time i didnt play edy..so..haiz..
LOSE.  : (

Last day last day of 2009..
But..no count down. Lols

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This song really nice and sweet.
♥  it so much.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young

And we both know they'll take us

Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)

Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Goodbye 2009 ♥

Today is the last day of 2009.
2010 is coming!!
A new year, a new bless and a new hope.

But, we havent find a job!! Sad.

Well, it is the time to say goodbye to 2009 and welcome to the whole new year--2010.

2009

A year full with memories.
Happy, sweet, sad, grieve and angry.
It looked like a nice year yet a bad year.

舞之恋
Trip to Mersing for pengawas 2008/2009
Merentas desa
Sukan
Chinese New Year
Birthdays
THE MOST IMPORTANT 1--SPM
毕业旅行

All we have going through together..
May these memories last longer in our brain..so we wont forget it.

Hope me, myself can be a better gal in 2010.
Those unhappy or unlucky stuff, dun find me pls!! @@

Hope it would be a sweet and nice 2010.


♥

The day ♥

Oh yay! Morning go for Undang Test again.

Finally, i passed! xD

So nervous and scared that i fail again. Swt.

Btw, today cant go for interview at 小衣橱..What a pity..hehe

lost the chance to get a job. Sobzzz.

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29/12/2009

The day we hang out to CS. Lols.

We went to Bus Station early in the morning so we reached CS at about 10.00am++..

Then intended to eat breakfast but most of the shop havent open yet. =.=

So, we headed to cinema there to see what movie we were going to watch and then can buy ticket earlier but..still havent open yet!! Haiz...

We went Neway and sing K for 2 hours.

The RM10 baucher is useless actually. Coz it can only redeem at normal hour.

The price for normal hour is so much expensive than morning one.

After sing K, the time for us to cam-whore again. Lols.

While we were taking photos, an auntie who looked alike a man came in.

We all shocked and keep saying "This is toilet for ladies rite......"

But in the end we misunderstood coz that auntie was really an auntie. =.=

Feel sorry to her.

After that we went cinema to buy the tickets.

Alvin and The Chipmunks 2
Funny and cute! Hahas.

Afternoon we went Sushi King for lunch.

We sat there chatting and laughing, of course we were saying Sushi King's bad words. Muahaha.

A chinese worker there keep looking and staring at us..kinda weird.

Maybe he has listened what we talked that time.

Well, after Sushi King we went shopping and met with Hui Chyi, LeeYin, YiChiun and Genting.

Just know that JiaMin's sis passed away. Mourn for her.

We keep walking around and found the thinds we want.

We bought a ring and this is mine.

I bought a pair of new shoe too..

Look at this!

Omg~~so cute! It's fun too!

A fun toy in Action City.

We played it there. Lols.

I like it, really.

We went back on 5 something since there was nothing to do.

Took some pics for fun. Lols.

The problem of 'pizza face' still cannot be solved. Swt.

That's all for yesterday.

End up

Trying to make myself happy.
Trying to understand myself.
Trying to smile more and be more optimistic.

Memories start rolling in my mind and i wonder why i cant just forget it.
I am trying to isolate myself you know?
I am just trying to stay away from crowd.
Just trying not to let anyone see my sorrow in heart.
Start feeling tired to everything around me.
Wondering who can i talk to..
Friends? I dont know how to tell and how to speak my mind out.
Family? They even dont know what had happened.
I need a counsellor, perhaps.
I wont cry now, coz i dont know how to cry edy.
Feel so hard, every minute, every seconds.

You can blame me for my foolish or silly.
But if you are nt really understand me, please shut up.

I am not the good girl that ppl usually think of. I know.

I am scare now.
What i am scaring of i dont know.
Maybe i am just giving up myself. Who knows?


There is a scar on every wound.
Someday, it would comes to its end.


『If forget someone / something is easy, then remember with longing will never present in this world.』

yawning

Omg~~so boring since everyday just stay at home and do nothing. Swt.
Maybe i should read more books to upgrade myself?
Feeling sien also when saw my sis just walking around, playing like crazy and keep finding troubles everyday. *Laughs
She almost forget that, after few days she is going to start her secondary school-life.
Unlike us, we can just enjoy our quite long holidays before we take our result. Slacking~

Looking forward to this coming Tuesday coz we gonna hang out to CS. Lols.

I've received my first and the only Christmas present from my ex-boyfie and his sistaz.
They put inside the plastic bag together wif all those my dirty clothes from the trip and i dont know it.
A lovely pinkish rabbit that i love from him and a super big size T-shirt from his sis. Lols.
Anyway, thanks lots.

We are friends now.
And, i am single officially. *Hee.


PEACE.

Merry Christmas

X'mas X'mas
Wish everyone happy all the times.

New year is coming.

Hoiyo~ xD

Kinda disappointed and frustrated now.
Feel like everything went wrong, again and again.
I failed my Undang Test today anyway and it made me sad.
Only 41! Well, must correct 42 (at least) then you will pass. Swt.
It seemed so easy but in the end i failed. And need to retake the Test.
I duno why i keep mess everything up recently. Shit!
What's my problem actually? Haiz.

Last night went church to celebrate...hmmm..X'mas??
Lols.
Coz that was a 布道会..for this coming X'mas.
The activities were not so boring actually and frankly, it was meaningful, for Christian.
The most funny and interesting activity was that drama. Hahas.
Someone was Nehe's gf yesterday..hahas. Then, there got a game and songs to sing, foods to eat.
We took pics with a Christmas tree~but i forgot to get it from jiayun. =.=

Feel so unhappy even when i was together with my friends.
Sorry if i wrote my bad mood on face. Hee.

23 Dec 2009

Tomorrow is going to take Undang Test~~omg~ i didnt study anyway.
Plan to renew my passport today but i still not sure whether i really can go sg for study or not.
Chrismast is coming..who want celebrate with me har?? LOLS.
Too bad if do not hang out on Chrismast..Hahas.
And before we all go work, i hope we can go gai gai together.

Yesterday go and make cake together with frens.
Look so fun but actually not. Decided to go out because i think maybe this is good for me.
Dont wanna stay at home alone.
Keep coughing and sneezing all the times, really shit.

Well, today is ahmin's dad birthday. Happy Birthday to him!
PEACE. Hee.

Ok la, i think enough edy.
Wish us can pass the undang test tomoro!!
Then can fast fast learn driving.


PEACE.

。

这是一个句点。

终于, 我们还是走到了这里。这一天, 总会来的。
只是我没有想过, 原来会这么快。
以前, 很多人都劝我、告诉我很多你以前的事, 希望我不要跟你在一起, 怕我受到伤害。
可是, 你在我心里对我来说很重要, 也不想就这样放弃你。
所以, 一直都在给你机会, 因为真的很爱很爱你。
每当你做错事, 你就只会说sorry, 我也轻易地就原谅你, 当作什么事都没有发生过。
因为我相信, 有一天你会改的, 有一天你会懂我为你做的一切, 有一天你会看到我的付出。一直以来就这样相信着。天真的以为, 也许我可以改变你。
真的以为, 我的付出可以得到一点点回报。
很傻的, 无条件为你做任何事、关心你, 只想到只要你在我身边就足够。
我们在一起一年多了, 虽然不算长, 但也不算短, 我真的觉得你变了, 变好了, 哪怕只有那么一点点, 我也开心。
但其实不是, 你还是跟以前一样, 一点也没有改变。
同样的事情还是一而再再而三地发生, 不是吗?
我到底做错了什么? 我对你不够好吗? 还是我不够爱你? 我所做的一切, 还不够??
为什么要这样子对我? 要这样伤害我?
我曾经说过, 如果你还爱着她, 我可以退出, 我可以离开, 我可以走, 只要你开心就好。
而你信誓旦旦给的答案是不! 你也说以前她怎么对你, 说你对她早就心已死, 说你不可能再接受她。
而我也相信了。我真的不懂你要的究竟是什么, 如果我够聪明的话, 或许早就该猜到今天你会这么做。

以前, 你也经历过付出了一切最后什么都得不到的那种感觉。 还记得那种感受吗??

原来我们之间的谎言那么多, 而我却一直看不见, 当了一年多的傻瓜。
如果你敢做, 为什么就不敢承认呢?
虽然说我们也不知道真的能不能撑到3年。
但是3年! 你就想这样骗我三年, 然后再重重给我一击?!
你说, 你不想伤害我。你有没有想过其实你一直都在这么做?!
打从你决定继续爱她、一脚踏两船, 你对我的伤害其实一直都在增加, 只是我不懂。
我连做梦, 都梦到你脚踏两条船的画面, 如此的清晰, 多么的伤人。

走到这种地步, 真的已经是尽头了。
我要的只是安全感, 是一段感情中最基本的, 但是你没给, 从来就没有。
跟你在一起, 很多时候, 都是要靠猜的, 什么都得猜, 然后换来一句指责, 说我不相信你。
最可笑的是, 这种时候, 先道歉的总是我。
那些你答应过我的事, 样样我都还记得, 可是你做到的又有几样??
我不懂, 从头到尾你到底有没有爱过我, 又或者你只是说说罢了。
但我相信, 在你心里最爱的人还是她吧? 不管我对你再怎么好、再怎么爱你, 你最后选的人不会是我。因为你从来就没有爱我珍惜我。不要自欺欺人了。
本来还想问你最后一次, 我们两个人之中, 选一个的话你会选谁。
可是, 既然你都做到这样明显了, 这个问题, 也没有意义了。


最后我选择了退出。
选择退出, 是因为我不想再被你骗、被你瞒、被你伤害, 辛辛苦苦地去维持一段没有结果的感情。很累, 真的。
以前的所有事, 我会用尽一切方法忘记。虽然刚开始可能有一点难, 可是我一定会做到。
为了你, 我曾经欺骗朋友欺骗家人也失去了好朋友。我懂, 这是我自己的选择, 是我自作自受。
感谢你给我上了一堂课, 让我懂得更多。
毕竟我们在一起, 也有过不少快乐的画面。
这堂课, 很贵。

我们会这样, 也不完全都怪你。也许, 我这个女朋友也做错了什么。

以后, 我再也不用为你担心了。
再也不用担心你的心情不好、担心你不开心, 为你担心这个担心那个。
从前, 不管做什么事都是先想到你再想自己, 你零用钱不够的时候也拼命帮你省钱,。
你需要我的时候, 我陪你, 不管多迟。
以后, 我再也不用每天晚上等你的信息等到很迟一直到睡着, 任由辐射侵袭我的脑袋。
以后, 我再也不用为了你哭到眼睛肿, 多么难受你不懂。
不需要再为了你难过了。
以后, 再也没有一个人在你旁边念你了。
我再也没有欠你什么, 我对你怎样你心里清楚, 你做出这种事, 是你欠我。

好好照顾自己吧!
不要每天熬夜, 健康要多注意。
开车的时候慢一点, 不要闯红灯。
不要因为打game而荒废你的学业。
不要辜负你家人对你的用心。
不要动不动就翘课。
遇到问题的时候, 不要冲动, 要往好的方面想。
还有, 不要再欺骗女朋友了。
真的爱人家的话, 就学着诚实一点吧! 最重要就是对自己诚实。
说谎话的人最后一定没有好下场的。希望你会懂。
如果你和她真的在一起了, 祝福你们一直幸福下去。

对你的情分, 也只剩下这一点点了。

Changed.

开始发现自己慢慢在改变。
不开心, 心里觉得很沉重, 我想, 全世界的人都知道。
我也不想这样的。有谁又希望自己每天都不开心。
不断告诉自己不要想这么多, 当然别人也这样对我说, 可是怎么越看就越难过。
我的心情没有人会明白。
旅行的时候想了很多, 多到连呼吸都觉得难受。
对以后, 还是有憧憬, 但是没有信心。
也对, 一切的憧憬只是一时的幻想, 从来没有什么都会完全实现。
事与愿违。

我真的不知道还有什么事是我不懂的。
再也没有人会告诉我。
我不难过, 真的不。只是眼泪会拼命往下掉。
反正一直以来都是这样。

麻木了人会觉得好一些。


p/s: Honesty is the best policy!

Da Trip

Back from the school trip last night. Hoo~ i sicked anyway. Lols.
Feel so tired. Hehe.
Well, first day of the trip we went Genting Highland.

I didnt take many photo when we were at Genting because i didnt bring my handphone along.
And we spent most of the time to wait to play as there were so many people.








The second day we went to 法国村and 日本村.







Here is 日本村..


Tis pic is so funny rite? Hahas.



I like 法国村!!!


Here is Beryl's Chocolate factory~i bought  dark chocolate for dear. Lols.

The third day we went Sunway Lagoon and Sunway Pyramid.
Lots of fun at Sunway Lagoon!




I just know that Sunway Pyramid got Full House. New opened.
But the old one is better and much more romantic. =p

The last day we went for Mid Valley and then Melaka.
Almost 11.30pm we reached Pontian.
The trip was ended.

Hope to see everyone again.


Well, dear went school to fetch me home.
Before that, we went to Guan Sheng to eat supper.
Then dear came my home and helped me to carry my things.
And my mum was too enthusiasm, keep asking him want eat or want drink or not.
My sis said that i keep bully him. Haiz, i just 'pukul' him nia. Lols. Sry la~ @@
Hee. Dear come always.

Hmmm..

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No need permission anymore.
There is nothing gonna hide again.

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My first time

Last night go driving!!!
That was my 1st time to drive. The feeling is quite not bad. Hahas.
But at the beginning, i nearly knock a rubbish bin and even a car! Swt.
Fortunately, i so smart to brake. Hee. Coz my leg cant find the position of car brake la.
First time will nervous de ok..The guy beside me was more nervous than me i think.
Very fun lur to drive..But scared if caught by police.
Learn how to turn a corner, reverse. An experience anyway. =p

Tonight is going to trip le. 3.45am.
First night is stay at Genting.
Hope it is a happy and memorable trip.

Ciaos.

Relieve

Finally, SPM officially ended. No need to study for a few months. Yeah!
I am not secondary school student now and finally can get rid of those lame dicipline rules.
But my mum dun let me go work at Rasa Ria~~haiz.
She said very trouble and the salary not so much. Haiz.
Today help friends to take a pic. Hahas.
Diing Shenq, Shoon Eu ang Yong Qiang.

I heart this photo. (my pic)

I am not happy actually. Really no mood.
I dont know why. Think many things but still have no idea. What should i do? Gosh~
Feel like crying, feel like giving up, feeling unpleasant.
People will never understand the feeling of mine now. I am just afraid but you never know.
Who is the stumbling stone? Me.
Dont want to become a burden of anyone anymore.
What you want you dont know actually.
Dont like me, just know how to deceive myself, cover the sadness in heart with smile.
Seeing those mocking words, numb with it.
People taught me how to trust a person and i know it.
Strong need for security, that's me. Sorry i cant do it.
We need time, we should.

Dont try to keep the truth from me. It only hurts a lot.

Lame-undang

Today went for undang lesson. It was really bored and made me felt sleepy.
Woke up early in the morning. Tired. And waiting for uncle about 1 and half hour.
That uncle really humour, funny and energitic. Hahas. He called us 四剑客..and keep telling us jokes.
Well, tomorrow still have 1 subject to go..Finally~
This coming Wednesday we are going to KL and Genting. A 4 days trip but all my things havent prepare well. Swt.

Finally, found a job edy! @@
Rasa Ria as a waitress. The lady boss said that i m not like a Form 5 student and she thought i only Form 2. *Laughs.
Anyway, the salary only 700++ and work for 12 hours per day, one week six days, one day RM28.
It seems a little bit low but better than stay at home.
Well, i just want to get an experience and this is only my second job. Lols.
Haiz, dunno yet. Everything was so mess.

Nites everyone.
Last paper tomoro, YEAH! =)

Sunshine in the rain

Intended to go MCA library this morning but today is not open. Swt.
The chairperson said that, chairperson go travel already so she didnt know whether it is going open or not.
Then we just wait and wait, for 1 hour. Then we decided to go Pontian Library. Finally we found a place to stay. Study for Bahasa Cina but most of the time we were talking and joking. *Laughs.
By the way, we were struggling for tomoro 'undang lesson', dont even know want to go or not.
We tried for many way to decide our 'fate' but it seemed useless.
Anyway, we decided to go.

Weather today is really hot. We walked to 新利香 from Pontian Library for lunch. Hot arhhhh~
Everything seems went wrong today. UNPLEASANT.
Lols.



Do not throw tantrum pls.

Tebrau City

Yoshi! Just came back from JB. Lots of fun today. Hahas.
But haiz, i didnt take any photo! Coz there is not enough time for me to cam-whore.
7.30am woke up and i do not really know why i get up so early though 10.00am we just go bus stop.
Well, i thought he will be late but he was earlier to reach the bus stop. Then waiting for the bus to come.
When we were on the bus, he found that his handphone maybe lost and cant we really cant find it. Just keep calling his number and waiting for somebody to pick up, perhaps.
However, in the end, the handphone lying in his pocket quietly!!! Lols. We were so panicked and down just now, thought the handphone had lost. Aikzz. A false alarm anyway.

We took cab to reach Tebrau City. Heading to Harris as the first spot.
Long time i didnt go Harris already, nostalgic. *laughs.
So read some books there while waiting his friends to come. Tk and Rbin.
Both of them really funny and humour in talking. I wonder if Triple C does go along, how fun is it. *Hee.
They said they wanna watch movie--风云2.
After buying the tickets, we went Kinsahi to have our lunch, my 1st meal.
The foods there not bad. I think if there is only Kinsahi and Sushi King, i won't go Sushi King anymore. Hahas. But i still prefer Sushi Zanmai because my favourite is there--grape juice (milkshake).
After lunch, movie time! So cold the cinema. Swt.
About 3.15pm the movie finished. Headed to Secret Recipe to enjoy tea time.

Actually, our time be in Tebrau City was not very long.
About 4 something then we were going back to Pontian. Not by bus but by dear's friend car.
Fall asleep. Lols. Tired.
Well, quite fun today.

But i still feel that, it is not enough.
Lols.

Chrismast is coming soon.
Lonely.


Hate means hate. Nothing is gonna change.
Just like how i hate cats. I tried before. Tried to like it but cant.
For something, we can forget or just act like nothing happen before, perhaps. But, tolerant cannot last longer.
I am not down today. Just like normal.
But i am sensitive.

Get the cheese

Recently keep received some forward message from our friends. All about blessings and farewell.
Yea~after SPM we will not together anymore, getting more and more distant.
Time flies, we used 5 years to complete our secondary school-life, shared those memories and even work hard together for PMR before and SPM now.
Gratefully, i can met with all my friends  although some are just passer-by in life.

Few day ago, i received a message from 1 of my primary school classmate. She said she gonna marry and invite me to go her party. Anyway, i do not know whether it is true or not coz it sounds fishy. *Hee.
Feel so bored staying at home. Cant on9 so oftenly because the stupid modem almost drives me crazy. Haiz.


I wait in hope. But, dissapointed.
I know nobody gonna be wrong.


* Curly hair wait for me!


PEACE.

One

Hooray!!!! Left 1 subject only--Bahasa Cina!
Holiday is coming and waiting for us! xD
Luckily, Chemistry today not very difficult. Hope it can A, a way of self-consolation.
Well, the feeling of finished Chemistry is great. No need to suffer from study science subjects, no need to worry about those experiments. LOLS.
Today during the Chemistry Paper 3, i tied the thread given by pengawas in a bow. But in the end, i just realised that i never tied the question paper together. So i raised my hand and asked for new thread again.
Anyway, one of the pengawas cant understand what i was talking about, he gave me test pad. LOLS.
LeeYin said that i made a fool of him. @@

Then after exam went home but left nothing to do with. So, waiting for the time to go out. So bored.
Headed to Lemon Grass with Min and waiting for Marjit about 25 minutes. Listen his explaination about INTI College and the courses offered. It sounds not bad but under the premise of one must get 11A or A+, then can get their offered scholarship. It means free.
11 A or A+ is impossible for me. Sobzz.
After that,we went Billion, the ''CS'' in Pontian. Lols! Meet in front of Pizza Hut.
Lots of fun. It has been a long time we didnt sing k together. *Laughs.

Looking forward the trip to Genting and KL.
This week gonna go JB.

Life is just a simple style.
Let's back to the starting point.

PEACE.

Changes

Today went library again.
Hang out is better for me now, at least. LOLS.
Coz i still cant cope with it. Try to get away from you.
But, sometimes things are not like what we expected. One cant really figure out what will happen next moment.
Gonna find a job, asap.

Inspiration*

空气渐渐凝结，重复将我破碎。

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里， 梦想中属于我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里。
我的叹息成全了整夜的苦闷，
我该努力习惯这样的气氛， 才发现失去了爱不用再等，
继续在乎只会让你想逃。

能不能不爱了， 因为爱太痛了
痛得我快死了， 却无法把你忘了。
我连作梦也觉得受伤。
坚强外表下， 我脆弱， 开始失落。
这次我走开， 再也没有话要说出来， 我不想期待再走下
去还有多精彩。我不能再像从前一样， 为我们的明天疯狂。
而我的泪， 怎么就流下来。
我的难过是如此低调。

有些快乐已经遥远了， 幸福什么颜色我不记得了。
你做了不同的选择， 我却不忍苛责， 还心疼着。
看你解释的表情， 都慌了。
转了一圈， 脚步又回到原点， 爱不对了， 我的心累了。
倘若说放一次手，就像咳一个嗽，我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔。

热情结束以后， 冷静开始以后，
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久
不爱我请离开我。

是不是我们从前太懒惰， 任性往反方向移动， 直到看不清楚。
我们都累了， 却没办法往回走， 两颗心都迷惑怎么说
怎么说都没有用。
亲爱的为什么， 或许你也不懂。
被爱的人不用道歉。
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心， 我们要各自忘记。
这是一种成长， 还是一种逞强。
我的寂寞很善良， 陪我到任何地方。
不优雅时候，一个人就好。

爱，说退就退潮。
我松开手，回忆却没放掉。眼泪自己擦掉，我一个人就好。
武装的蔷薇，最后倔强的凋谢。


开始倒数，开始忘记， 我们多爱过。

 
 
Rojak. LOLS.
Dont think too much.

Sense of secure

不喜欢怀疑什么
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说 你会这么做 是我的错


This is not what i intended.
I didnt say those thing, i can swear, really. But, ppl also wont believe. So, let me be unreasonable, just like how ppl think about me. It was very difficult to trust anyone and i know it.
It was too difficult to distinguish true or false.

I wish...
I wish, i can forget everything. Then, leave here and start over again.
I know i hate them actually. Those who hurt me before. But i have no strength anymore, really.
Used to it. This is what i learned. Gotta be strong enough so no1 can hurt me. NEVER.
Just remain myself, there is no use to make any explaination.
People who really understand me will stand by my side.

I know i am just nobody.

That's all.

Two

Slacking. Yes, i like it. xD

I wish i can sleep for a longer time. Not just a few hours. That make me sick now.

Feel like lost something during the time of SPM.

Didn't care much about other stuffs. What had happened around me, i am not really know it.

Life is short. Do cherish and enjoy. The value of life is not depends on attainments.

Lead to a quiet life.

PURE PEACE.

Three

It's really upset-ing. Haiz. I thought can do better because this time i really put a lot of my effort on you.
But, really dissapointed when came back. Not dissapointed to myself but you. I really cant imagine when my mum see u on my result paper. What will happen next, i know.
Shit! Prinsip Akaun i hate u!

Regret is useless now. Heave a sigh is also meaningless now. It only wastes my energy and spoils my mood.


How i wish this tormenting exam can end faster.