Update

Finally i can online since my aunt is bringing her laptop back.
My pc is sending to the hospital now. Lols. Another 1 week it will come back to me i think.
Such a pain~~life is so dull.  >.<
But quite happy coz i got my salary edy. Hahas.

Well, yesterday went for work at Jin Yin Art Centre.
Luckily i just work for 1 day. If not i think i will go mad.
Really.
Coz my friend gave me the wrong time table, then just like wasting time there.
Nothing to do.
Can you guys imagine that i reached there at abt 9am and i stayed there until 8pm without doing anything for a whole day?
The most boring day as i just sit there for 10 hours.
Haiz.

Here are some pics that i wanna share with you all.
They are so funny.

Marcus Low:
Nice to dote.
We dote him lots.




Ah pek aka jason:
Ah pek is his nickname coz his hairstyle is like ah pek.
A lil boy who is quite girly.
He always behave like a gal gal.
When we are teaching and holding his hand to write, he kissed our hand..omg~
Always gives ppl fly kiss..=.=
Poor Ann Ling. Swt.

Lexuan:
Sin Lei said that she looks like a korean girl.

Zhengjie:
He is so small and looks like 3 years old kid..
Sin Lei's favourite. Lols.



Nice pose. =)

Leave

Hey frens~~offiically announced that my pc broke down today.

It's really upset.

So, need to wait for repairing..sienzz..cant on9 le lar~~sobz..

How do i live without on9?

Nothing else can do and just back to slacking life anyway.

Goodbye my facebook and my bloggie..

Temporary leave.

I don want to see you leave us. NEVER.

Kinda scare and worried.

God bless you.

And, i love you.

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Aha~Friday again! Next week i think can get my salary le~~hahahahaha~~~
Weekend weekend~~nothing to do again..haiz
No transport to go out, cant go anywhere i want to go.
Boring.  = (

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Still lying to me har?
You better remember what you did to me before.
I HATE IT! Really hate! But i never show it in front of you.
See how pretentious i am.
But, i am better than you, and you.
Keep telling myself, forget it forget it.
Forget what you did before.
Sorry i cant do it.

What you have done, you will pay for it one day.
This is none of my bussiness, but now, i changed my mind already.
You just see, and wait.
I didnt do anything hurt you before.
You better remember.




~多想你们就这样消失在这个世界上~

A short post

Start working again after 1 day leave.
Well, many ppl asked me not to go today, but i still go le..
Nothing went wrong, just feel like vomit sometimes.
Eat a little bit porrige then started to get the feel of vomit.
Then fast fast eat medicine, feel like sleeping..Lols.

Haiz..now dare not drink chicken soup again and eat kantang again..wth~
Dunno what was making me suffered like that..
So today no mood to work, aha~
Coz keep yawning and that's the effect of eating medicine.
Min is in hospital now..and an operation will be carry out tomorrow..
Hope it will be successful and get well soon!!


I wonder why my post is always so short. =.=

Sick

Today sick le..damn!
Min sick and i also sick..both same. Lols.
It's really suffering..
From 2.10am last night vomit till morning..then morning started having fever.
Sweating, sleeping then vomit.

Phoned the principal early in the morning to take leave.
Sin Lei told me that if got no MC then will reduce the salary. Swt.
Haiz..

Tormenting.

This is not past.

Made my decision since the day you went away.
Ya, seriously.
There is always a choice in our life, right?
So, no matter what was ur choice, as i said before, it doesnt concern me in any way, anymore.
What you did, what you say, what you tell, all are not related to me also.

I have to say that, i am still concern about you actually even you did those thing that hurt a lot and unacceptable.
I know someone may think it is unfair.
Anyway, i should, perhaps, coz..we are friend?

Everytime when i meet you, just treat you like this is the last outing with you.
You are not belong to me already, now and in future.
Almost forget our status now. Haiz.
There is so much different yet it is not strange to us.
I know i should do something and i am just waiting for the right timing.



Wont shed any tears to anyone now.

New look

Look here~~

Today went hair saloon to have my new hair style.
At first, intended to have straight hair. Just like how i look before.
But, tomorrow need to work. Then will sweating and those children will pull my hair.
Straight hair will become not straight anymore.
So, i took the suggestion of the lady boss to change my hair style to become curly.
This is because i can tie up even i dye my hair.
A courageous try~
Dye with 茶色, a little bit green green but it will fade to become brown colour later.
Lols.
Need super duper take good care of it. Scare later my hair will spoil.
And, today damn many ppl there arhhh~~~keep waiting and waiting until almost fall asleep.
Swt.

Anyway, i like my new look but my mum doesnt think so. =.=



* The colour cant see clearly.

Thoughts

Yesterday go lim teh with friends. Then heard ahmiin said that Dato teachers 'force' their students to transfer to other school as their PMR result was not so good.
Then started to think of those memories when we were still a secondary student and when we were still in SMKDPB.

That time, UPSR year, damn worry about the exam and of coz, the result i get.
Fortunately, i got 7A's but it is nothing for me to proud of.
Became a Form 1 student from a primary school student and became a member of SMKDPB.
First day, register and visited the school. Then, started to know everyone in same batch.
Form 1, naive and ignorant. Still remember that that time my Malay still tak boleh pakai, so i cant really understand what the teacher was talking about. Lols.
Then, Form 1 also cant score well in exam especially Sejarah. First time got A then got the chance to go for a lawatan, with Genting and Ai Wen.
1 year past, so fast and without any impressions. I became a Form 2 student.

Form 2, 2 Dahlia. Same class with Cher Siang, Genting and Qiao Yi. Cher Siang and me always chit-chatting or can say very ti-tah all the time.
We were so happy that time.  Sneaked out to school to buy candies and even ate in the class when teacher was in the classroom.
I think the most happy moment is when the final exam ended, we played card together with Hui Chyi, She Hui, Lee Yin, Yi Chiun them. Hahas. Happy lur that time coz lots of funny stuffs. We always laughed together, teased with each other.

Form 3. 3 Dahlia. Year of PMR, another important examination.
Everyone was so busy, hardworking and serious that time.
Everyday pakad pakad pakad, then tuitions and homeworks, kajian.
Another happy year coz nothing bad to us.
Relationship of everyone in 3 Dahlia was so good we were just like a happy big family.
Strived for the best together to pursue our perfect score.
Hahas.

Form 4, 4 Kekwa.
At first, i was in 4 Dahlia but after a week (maybe), few of us changed our class to 4 Kekwa.
We were not willing to go 4 Kekwa actually but at the end, we love 4 Kekwa together. @.@
A class with only 8 chinese students.
However, it was a present for us because we were really happy and united when 8 of us together.
Always sweared to get beyond the Malay students in every examinations.
Honeymoon year. Everyday was just relaxing. Kekez.

* I started to changed in this year. Became a pessimistic person who just know how to look down herself and set emo as her philosophy. Lols. The reason is because of my poor result.
I changed from a cheerful gal to an unhappy and  a quiet gal.

Form 5, 5 Cempaka. Changed class again.
Frankly, i dun like 5 Cempaka at all at first. Lols.
Felt so strange and alienated.
A year of many problems.  :(
But stull got some sweet memories just like 舞之恋.
We went 筹款 together and also the trip to Mersing.
A year of SPM.
But we keep slacking and behaved like we were not a candidate for SPM.
I didnt take part in sukan and merentas desa this year. Aha~

Anyway, we've endured 5 years in SMKDPB which most of us hate this school a lots.
Dunno what's my feeling now actually. Nostalgic?
Oh no pls.
Maybe i am just missing the moment when everyone come together and experience something together.

Favoritism

Haiz..no mood to work today, really. Just feel sienz and it's raining somemore.
Keep thinking the same thing, not only one but many. Arghhh~~
Friday is coming..Again, 1 week is going to past.
1 month later is CNY edy..so fast.
Lols.
I am just talking nonsense here. =.=
Nothing to do when come home from kindergarten everyday.
Wondering what can i do besides slacking.
By the way, i found out i became more strict than before when talking or teaching those children in kindergaten recently.
Maybe i've lost my patient. Pek cek easily. @.@
But i treat those obedient student very good, of coz included Marcus Low, my favourite student. Hahas.
Felt sorry to him because two days edy i didnt bring him go nursery coz i said i will bring him go everyday before. Then he just came alone and he was the last one who reached there, his face was like " you cheat me". Lols.
Got chance i'll take a photo with him, hope really can.




*** It's time for me to give up.

My class =)

K1 Lobster. @.@


Today is a happy day.
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Tomorrow is Keen Hao's birthday..
Happy birthday to him!

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you

Stay happy always!!

New week :)

2 days off day ended. Lols. Start working again.
Today went to nursery and take care of those children. I think teaching the children in nursery is much more difficult as they are nt at school so they wont scare u and keep making noise. Swt.
An auntie there said that you must be strict enough. I tried but it seemed cant work. Lols.
Go nursery everyday and take care of them is good , for me, though it is tiring. At least wont spend a lots of time doing nothing.
Somemore, i can see Marcus ar~~Lols.
Handsome Marcus, cute Marcus.

Brought some homework back today. Teacher also got homeworks de hor..@@
Just do some handiworks then paste on children's exercise books. But quite easy actually.

Gonna buy a lots of things that i desired but now still no $$..sobzz.

Yesterday went for Pra-L driving, lots of funny stuffs..and saw some very kiam pak ppl..
Then went 小衣橱 and discovered many cute yet weird things there, not bad.
Hahas.





** Give you chances but always dissapointed.

Rest

Yuhoo~~! Last day of this week, i can rest le..happy.
Everyday see those children in kindergarten. Some are obedient but some are not, feel like wanna give them a big slap~LOLS.
Hahas.

It's raining outside. Good! Cold.
Start to plan what should i do during this 2 off day. Yay!
Erm.. Sunday is going to listen L-Driving.
Well, 3 hours only, not too long, good!  @.@
Actually our holiday is not more than one month since the SPM ended but it seemed very long that we had do many things in three or four weeks.

Still have half year to work!
+u to myself and my friends.

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For somethings that u cannot forget, cannot wipe off from your memory, it will always accompany you until you die, perhaps.

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I.H.A.T.E.Y.O.U !!

R.e.a.l.l.y.

H.a.t.e.

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Simplicity

It's really annoying! WTH!
I hate streamxy line. Always lag!
Haiz..no mood today without any reason.

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Today is the forth day, so fast..almost one week le since i started to work.
At school, felt quite happy because all children are quite well-behaved and didnt make so many of troubles.
Still very like Marcus Low although he is talkactive and playful.
But, he is so cute and i wish i can bring him home. LOLS!

The longer the time getting along with small kids, the more the people become more childish.
Is it better to be a child instead of grow up to become an adult?
The world is so complicated as we all can think of.
Seeing them singing, talking, playing, smiling, laughing and even crying, every single move, every single action and every emotion are so real, so simple and innocent.

To me, this is really good, perhaps.
Dont nid to think too much and care too much.
Dont nid to face so much of problem, most of them are troublesome.
Just be themselves, do whatever they like.

Sometimes. i wish that i could be a kid and never grow up. Just wipe off those bad memories.
Do whatever i like, too.
Never care about others.


: p
blek.

Adventist Kindergarden life

Second day..
Today changed class, changed to the next class with a cute name--Nemo class. Lols.
The things i do is just the same, everyday.
Bring those children to toilet, ask them to drink water, give them bread to eat, ask them sit down and dun stand up or simply walking around, sing together, comfort them who cry......
Today we played clay..(is it clay??)
Both classes seemed cant controlled today coz many of the children cried and most of them were so active.
Swt. Sweating all the time..lols.

Like to see them eating the bread..so cute.

Call me teacher

Lols.
I became a teacher edy. Today is the first day and without any official interview, i started to work.

Well, to become a teacher, especially a kindergarden teacher is not so easy as i thought before.
It looked so fun yet so troublesome and somemore, it's quite tired.
By the way, i saw Sin Lei there too.
We dared not ask principal about our salary coz she looked quite strict and fierce but at the end i asked.

Anyway, those children are so cute. Everyone is so energetic and keep walking around, saying those cute stuff.
Their action and the reaction given by them is really amused. Hahas.
The morning class is K1 class and the name of the class is Lobster class, that's my class, with three teacher together. We taught children to sing, to colour, to eat..
There got Tigerfish class, Ant class, Seashell class and other classes.
The morning class, everyone was quite obedient and well-behaved except a few boys who are a little bit naughty. I remember 1 of them called Marcus..lols.

The afternoon class is N1 class..only 17 students but they almost made us crazy.
They are all new students who just 4 years old, so they easily cry when their parents were not around.
There is one girl who cry from 12.45 till 2.45pm. Swt.
And there are two boys..keep standing and like to walk around, jump and jump. Asked then to sit down and listen to the story but they just standed up and walked around, do what they like. Lols.
It's time for me to be more patient.

First day to be a teacher. Happy when heard someone call me teacher. xD
I told a boy in my class :" call me teacher pls~ T-e-a-c-h-e-r~~"    @@
He said : " Ok, teacher teacher, .............."
Hahas. Sounds so funny.

Hope that i can do my job well. Same to my friends who started work today ya~
All jia you +u add oil..
 ^o^

Overwhelming

Yay! Today quite happy because i've found a job edy.
Well, need to go interview first.
If success, that means i can end my lame life tomorrow onwards. xD
That's what i want. Lols.
Finally~~at least i have something to do instead of doing nothing and just slacking everyday.
Wish me good luck!! @.@
And wish my friends who also gonna interview or start working..all good lucks ya~

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Just received my present from my aunt who just came back from KL..Hahas.
Anyway, like it so much. Lols.

Plan to go rebond my hair and cut it to become shorter.
No curly hair anymore. xD

First day of 2010

The beginning of 2010.
Woke up early in the morning but i was not really want to wake up such early.
Then accompanied my sis go her school to register. They gonna be in Form 1.
Spent about a few minutes then all settled.

Well, 11.00am went 六桂堂 for scholarship.
Oh yeah! I got money again. Muahahaha.
After that we went Maslee coz my godmum wanna buy some vegetables.
They bought lots of things. Lols.

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1st day is quite happy.
But i am desperate now. Coz i lost the second chance to interview again. Swt.
It's really sad.
Cant find a job somemore.
Feel bored to stay at home and repeat the same routine everyday--do nothing.
Wondering what can do.

I plan to learn how to cook a meal.
So i can cook whatever i want to eat everyday.
Hahas.
First of all i wanna go and buy those materials.
I should think what i wanna coook 1st.
Then find an ''assistant''. LOLS.
Sounds so funny.
Suddenly fall in love in cooking.
After i become a pro in cooking, gonna organize a feast!
LOLS.

Well, learn 1st.

Good lucks to myself.

* Coz I only know how to cook instant mee and fry egg now.