Sense of secure

不喜欢怀疑什么
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说 你会这么做 是我的错


This is not what i intended.
I didnt say those thing, i can swear, really. But, ppl also wont believe. So, let me be unreasonable, just like how ppl think about me. It was very difficult to trust anyone and i know it.
It was too difficult to distinguish true or false.

I wish...
I wish, i can forget everything. Then, leave here and start over again.
I know i hate them actually. Those who hurt me before. But i have no strength anymore, really.
Used to it. This is what i learned. Gotta be strong enough so no1 can hurt me. NEVER.
Just remain myself, there is no use to make any explaination.
People who really understand me will stand by my side.

I know i am just nobody.

That's all.